I've been M_asturbating For The Past 17 Years and I've Have Never Had S_ex In My Life — Help!

I have a problem that has been with me for a very long time. I am a 30-year-old male, who is still a virgin.

As a result of being in this state at this time, I have developed some bad habits that I wish I could get under control. Since the age of 13, I have been masturbating. I know that it is in our teenage years that we explore our bodies. Fast-forward to today, I still do it, but I hate doing it.

I've been M_asturbating For The Past 17 Years and I've Have Never Had S_ex In My Life — Help!

I have not been lucky with women so far. Through high school, I have had girls who were my friends. I like a few, but that was just about it. At this age, it's even harder. To make matters even worse, I have been watching porn.
Sometimes I would stay up late at nights watching porn, masturbating, and then I pray and go to bed. I think not having a girlfriend is entirely my fault. I am not that shy and I make people happy, so I don't have a problem there.

The way I dress is not spectacular. My family and I are not financially strong. I have a job, and so does my father. Sometimes when I am among my friends and they are talking about se_x and how it's exciting and enticing, when the question comes to me, I have to lie and step away from the group, saying I remember something or I have an errand of the sort. I just feel left out and embarrassed to say I have never had se_x.

I just wish I could break out of my shell, but it's like I can't. I have been laughed at because of how I dress, how I blush too much, etc. I just hate this. I've not even had my first kiss. Imagine that! I am just tired of this lonely life, as it is affecting me really bad.

Thank you. I await your response.

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